I've been quiet for a little bit mainly due to busyness at work. It's been the usual. A ton of work. Small amount of time. Extremely high level of concentration needed.
Life, family, hobbies quietly and sadly slip to the sidelines. Momma gets home at 11 PM, 12 midnight days in a row.
Now things are changing. Slowly but they are. I've new responsibilities. My staff replenished - both of my reports last year left to pursue other interests. I'm getting on my feet again.
I'm starting to fantasize about spring. To fantasize about going to the gym and spending time running in the park with the kids and visiting the Farmer's Market as a family.
I don't hold my breath and wish as I expect this to be very real. To be the way things are going to be from now on.
I won't hope or wish or make it tentative.
It will be so cause I will it and will make it happen. Not today and not tomorrow as things are still happening in the old way. But this will change very soon.